yea, so that whole plan of keeping up with this thing didnt work out too well, and i feel bad about it too... because i wanna try and get myself away from myspace. but its just too darn addicting.

but anyway, since the last time i updated here. ALOT has happend.
seriously.

i got a job working for the great lakes loons and its seriously the best job i've ever had....
until this fall...

i was offered a position to work at disney world.
yes, the one in florida.

and i'm really looking forward to it.

i'll be getting a new phone next month, theres another thing im looking forward to. mines a big ol' hunk o junk now..

AND..
i have a pen pal now... just a whole bunch of exciting things are happening in my life..
and i guess thats it for now..

hey, if you have me on myspace, remind me to keep this thing updated hhaha

cause obviously, i suck at reminding myself

Currently Reading For One More Day By Mitch Albom see related

k so heres the deal.

i'm over the girl.
she did some damage, but its okay its no big deal.

i know im not supposed to be with her now anyway.
(and thanks for the last comment sarah j)
i've finally come to realize that.
i've always known that, and i've always thought about it.
but i just never listened to myself or what others said.

i have to wait on God.
he's gunna bring me someone.

i need to stop 'selling myself short'

and trust in the Lord.

i just dont understand why it takes me so much to realize what i need to do. when someone tells me, i think about it and dont really think much about it, alot of times it takes me 2-3 people to tell me the same exact thing before it acutally hits me. either that, or something bad to happen.

and i dont like that, i need to work on actually listening the first time.
ESPECIALLY when i know that its not coming from the person telling me, when its that obvious...

that is all.

Currently Listening Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs! By Hellogoodbye here in your arms see related

im stuck guys.
i dont know what to do.

i like a girl.
but i dont know if she feels the same

if anyone is out there anymore.
please help me

Currently Listening The Great Divide By Scott Stapp Broken see related

alright, that idea got shot way down.
ha, trying to keep up with this... who am i kidding.

i really am gunna try this time, im gunna make xanga my homepage.
so expect to see me more often here.

anyway, and update.

i went to a movie last night, with this real nice girl.
i miss her,

i wish she knew

Currently Listening Bless the Martyr and Kiss the Child By Norma Jean it was as if the dead man stood upon the air see related

alright well,
i kind of forgot about this thing. and im about to change that.

im gunna come on here alot more often.
im gunna break the addiction to myspace.
and continue with xanga.

just cause im goin back to the old school.